The infinite possibilities each day contains should stagger everyone. The number of experiences I could have is uncountable. It's crazy that I'm sitting here refreshing my facebook. We live trapped in Loops. Reliving a few days over and over, and we envision only a handful of paths laid out ahead of us. We see the same things each day a slight variation of the last, every moment. Smoothly Following the gentle curves of societal norms. We act like if we just get through today, tomorrow our dreams will come back to us.
No, I don't have all the answers. I don't know how to jolt myself into seeing what each moment could become. But I do know one thing; the solution doesn't watering down my every little idea and creative impulse for the sake of some day easing my fit into a mold. It doesn't involve tempering my life to better fit someone's expectations. It doesn't involve constantly holding back for fear of shaking things up.
This is VERY important so I want to say it as clearly as I can:
FUCK.
THAT.
SHIT.
I've recently come under a similar revelation. I'm doing everything I can to stop this redundancy, and to make me and mine's lives better.
ReplyDeleteHell yeah. It's so rare those moments of clarity but when they happen... haha you know.
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